11 Painful Things :
- bringing back the feeling you have learned to forget
- reminiscing the good times
- trying to hide what you really feel
- loving someone who loves another
- having a commitment with someone you know would not last
- shielding your heart to love somebody
- loving a person too much
- right love at the wrong time
- taking risk to fall in love again
- accepting that it was never meant to be
- people you love ignore you
...and i have to add another one :
- betrayed by the one you trust .
those 12 things mentioned above are the current atmosphere that i have to live in right now. some people may think that its not that painful to face those matters, but people, you may be wrong. so how do the pain felt? nah ask yourself *if you ever face any of the situation above. its indescribable. but still, it's painful. though some should be called wonderful, like, loving and missing someone, to certain who are 'gifted' with the special kind of heart, will still feel the other way round. the other side who associate either directly or indirectly sometimes dont even realize their involvement in creating those pain.
heart is the most delicate organ to be cared of continuously. but some may forget that they should not only care of their belonging, but of others too. when this is being neglected, you'll see the impact, if not now, later. yeah, keep on caring on yours and dont even realize the appearance of others'. then you might be happy with what you have done.
i personally feeling envy to this lady, whose, despite having the criteria of a-girl-to-be-adored-by-anyone-who-see-her, she is deeply sick, having a killing disease and always bear to be strong enough, however, to the outer world. i do feel keen to borrow and carry the strength of hers on my own shoulder. dont even want to be seen as a weak person even once. somehow, i am not (yet) destined to be strong enough like her.
if feeling bad and full of anger, i prefer myself to shut and keep it down inside. yeah, this is what people usually hoping for. because guts always remind me not to start it, or else i'll burst later. to me, silence is, yes, a virtue. be quiet or hurt others. choose. when thing seems worse, the soul of mine inside will silently shedding those clear crystal, too invaluable to be seen by others.
heart is the most delicate organ to be cared of continuously. but some may forget that they should not only care of their belonging, but of others too. when this is being neglected, you'll see the impact, if not now, later. yeah, keep on caring on yours and dont even realize the appearance of others'. then you might be happy with what you have done.
i personally feeling envy to this lady, whose, despite having the criteria of a-girl-to-be-adored-by-anyone-who-see-her, she is deeply sick, having a killing disease and always bear to be strong enough, however, to the outer world. i do feel keen to borrow and carry the strength of hers on my own shoulder. dont even want to be seen as a weak person even once. somehow, i am not (yet) destined to be strong enough like her.
if feeling bad and full of anger, i prefer myself to shut and keep it down inside. yeah, this is what people usually hoping for. because guts always remind me not to start it, or else i'll burst later. to me, silence is, yes, a virtue. be quiet or hurt others. choose. when thing seems worse, the soul of mine inside will silently shedding those clear crystal, too invaluable to be seen by others.
the soul of mine have its mate too, and it said like this :
stare at the white, clear wall. think about the souls that will hurtly scratch by your sudden action. its like staining the white wall unintentionally without planning.
Trivia :
soul of mine is not at the right place.
its mate has pampered it nicely.
wishing that the soul will find the right pace.
so that things can flow peacefully.
credit to my skool-gf, syafiqah for the '11 painful things'
broken, fault english. my bad.
goodnite everyone.
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